The Girl Herself...

The Girl Herself...
(yes i know the top is revealing, but i honestly dont have any recent photo's)

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Dead And Gone...

the next few weeks is going to be extreamly hard!
just found out i have lost my baby :(
ive lost 2 children in 6 months!
not sure on how often i'll be posting over the next few weeks so i'm sorry guys!
i'll leave you with a little poem, in memorie of my child


8 June 2010 - R.I.P
'I never heard you, but I hear you.
I never held you, but I feel you.
I never knew you, but I love you.'

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

More Pounds I Need to Shed..

I have decided i need to diet!
im putting on weight and i know its normal in pregnancy, but im putting on to much
i need to lose about a stone and half tbh then ill be happy knowing im having a nice happy pregnancy.
after reading another blog i came to the conclusion.
im starting next week on monday so ive got this week to eat rubbish!
i know everyone says 'oh i'll start next week' and they never do,
TBH i am most the time one of them!
i've decided i'm going to cut out carbs for 2weeks then slowly introduce them back in when ive lost the desired weight!
is that a good idea or not?
anyone got any diets to reccomend?

Sunday, June 5, 2011

A New Page Of My Life..

So, i went out yesterday, and it was the most boring day of my life!
all my friends was drinking and doing drugs, i was at there with my McDonald's Milkshake!
i cant drink and i dont touch drugs anymore,
i found out the other day i'm 5 weeks pregant! i'm so scared!
even though i'm 16 i have decided to keep it..
so there i was at there with a milkshake it was yummy though, everyone else was drunk and was realyyy getting on my nerves.
i felt like having a violent outburst!
i know i have put on weight but the pregnancy kinda came as a shock but kinda didnt as to be honest it was only a matter of time.
so yes i am looking foward to fatness and baby sick and poo!
anyone got any maternity clothes they don't want??
if so let me know :)
My Baby Bump :) (Excuse The Messy Bed)

I Did take this photo from www.google.com, it is not my own!

Also MY NEW BLOG is up and running! so take a look pease and follow!

Friday, June 3, 2011

Blog Neglect....

Hiya cupcakes :)
after some serious blog neglect i thought i needed to create a new post so hear i am :)
i had a quick nip into town a couple weeks back and bought soe new things whitch i meant to add on my blog but i just hadnt had the time due to persoal reasons s my apoligies :)
but ill add them now :D


Here we have:
VO5 ELIXR frizz and heat protection spray:
i dont even have frizzy hair but saw this beauty in body care for 99p so i had to pick it up, just for the simple fact it was a heat protector, its fantastic and i would reccomend!

Bronzing Pearls!
i do love theese beauties! they are darker then my current avon ones so i do love them!
theese was £2.99

Henna Hair Mask
ive heard so many people go on about how good henna was so for 99p at body care i thought id give it a go! watch for reviews!

MUA Bronzer
i havent tried this yet but it looks good and for £1 from superdrug it would be rude not too!

MUA Nail Varnishes, Silver & Pink
theese beauties where £1 each and they are fantasic and i love the coulers!

Gallery Gold Nail Varnish
not to sure if i like thsi one i still cant make my mind up :( was only 69p though so it doesnt really matter!

MUA Dark Pink Lipstick!
not too sure on this couler, dont think it will suit me but i bought it anyway seen as thoigh it was only £1!

Loreal Lipstick!
cant remember what shade it is or price, it is like a dark nude couler :/ it is nice though :)

Charlie chic Body Spray!
i Loveeeeeeeeeeee this floral/sweet/musk smell its divine!

and last but not least..
White chocolate KP Choc-Dip!
thesee are lush! i use to have them as a child! still not stopped eating them now :P



Also (yes i know your getting bored because its long!)
i live in a childrens home, and i watched about kids in care on a panorama show a few months ago and they did not show the true side of what its like to be in a childrens home! so im setting up a new blog to actually tell you what its like and the feelings we have etc etc so keep a look out!

bye for now chicks :D