Dead And Gone...

the next few weeks is going to be extreamly hard!

just found out i have lost my baby :(

ive lost 2 children in 6 months!

not sure on how often i'll be posting over the next few weeks so i'm sorry guys!

i'll leave you with a little poem, in memorie of my child

8 June 2010 - R.I.P

'I never heard you, but I hear you.
I never held you, but I feel you.
I never knew you, but I love you.'

More Pounds I Need to Shed..

I have decided i need to diet!

im putting on weight and i know its normal in pregnancy, but im putting on to much

i need to lose about a stone and half tbh then ill be happy knowing im having a nice happy pregnancy.

after reading another blog i came to the conclusion.

im starting next week on monday so ive got this week to eat rubbish!

i know everyone says 'oh i'll start next week' and they never do,

TBH i am most the time one of them!

i've decided i'm going to cut out carbs for 2weeks then slowly introduce them back in when ive lost the desired weight!

is that a good idea or not?

anyone got any diets to reccomend?

A New Page Of My Life..

So, i went out yesterday, and it was the most boring day of my life!

all my friends was drinking and doing drugs, i was at there with my McDonald's Milkshake!

i cant drink and i dont touch drugs anymore,

i found out the other day i'm 5 weeks pregant! i'm so scared!

even though i'm 16 i have decided to keep it..

so there i was at there with a milkshake it was yummy though, everyone else was drunk and was realyyy getting on my nerves.

i felt like having a violent outburst!

i know i have put on weight but the pregnancy kinda came as a shock but kinda didnt as to be honest it was only a matter of time.

so yes i am looking foward to fatness and baby sick and poo!

anyone got any maternity clothes they don't want??

if so let me know :)

My Baby Bump :) (Excuse The Messy Bed)

I Did take this photo from www.google.com, it is not my own!

Also MY NEW BLOG is up and running! so take a look pease and follow!

http://lifeinachildrenshome.blogspot.com/

Blog Neglect....

Hiya cupcakes :)
after some serious blog neglect i thought i needed to create a new post so hear i am :)
i had a quick nip into town a couple weeks back and bought soe new things whitch i meant to add on my blog but i just hadnt had the time due to persoal reasons s my apoligies :)
but ill add them now :D

Here we have:
VO5 ELIXR frizz and heat protection spray:
i dont even have frizzy hair but saw this beauty in body care for 99p so i had to pick it up, just for the simple fact it was a heat protector, its fantastic and i would reccomend!

Bronzing Pearls!
i do love theese beauties! they are darker then my current avon ones so i do love them!
theese was £2.99

Henna Hair Mask
ive heard so many people go on about how good henna was so for 99p at body care i thought id give it a go! watch for reviews!

MUA Bronzer
i havent tried this yet but it looks good and for £1 from superdrug it would be rude not too!

MUA Nail Varnishes, Silver & Pink
theese beauties where £1 each and they are fantasic and i love the coulers!

Gallery Gold Nail Varnish
not to sure if i like thsi one i still cant make my mind up :( was only 69p though so it doesnt really matter!

MUA Dark Pink Lipstick!
not too sure on this couler, dont think it will suit me but i bought it anyway seen as thoigh it was only £1!

Loreal Lipstick!
cant remember what shade it is or price, it is like a dark nude couler :/ it is nice though :)

Charlie chic Body Spray!
i Loveeeeeeeeeeee this floral/sweet/musk smell its divine!

and last but not least..
White chocolate KP Choc-Dip!
thesee are lush! i use to have them as a child! still not stopped eating them now :P



Also (yes i know your getting bored because its long!)
i live in a childrens home, and i watched about kids in care on a panorama show a few months ago and they did not show the true side of what its like to be in a childrens home! so im setting up a new blog to actually tell you what its like and the feelings we have etc etc so keep a look out!

bye for now chicks :D

Life Goes On...

So after my extreamly lazy day yesterday witch consisted of, Fake Tan, Toy Story 1,2,3, a bed, a duvet, chocolate, chilli heatwave Dorito's and Dr pepper!, ive decided i NEEEEEEED to go out today, before i start malfunctioning!
i think some new nail varnish is in order today! :)
i'm going to go for a neautral pastel couler, i have currently got, a baby yellow on with black nail art :)
the weather isnt too bad today but im aving another lazy day, i'm actually considering leaving the house with no make up on whitch i have not done in about 6 years :O..
i think im going to let my skin breath, i have got my fake tan on so its not to bad :)
After friday night i need all the rest i can get, i'm still feeling the effects lol, but hey, Life Goes On!..
Tomorow is not going to be a lazy day unfortunately, as i start my new job :)
its voulentary work so i dont get paid like but i get the experience :D
its in a nursery working with 2-5 year olds!
so i need all the energy i can have!
i suppose i best be off shopping now,
wish me luck with my no make up day!
Happy Blogging Guys! :D

Hangover Central Is Here!...

So after last nights shananigans i have decided never to drik again!
i whent into Hull to do abit of shopping (witch i didnt even get anything!)
then with it being nice weather i ended up going to the pub for a drink and pub grub!
whitch of course when your me nothing turns out how its suppose too!
the food was awful so to get the taste away i HAD to have another drink!
then 6 hours later i was still sat in the same place with more drinks!
then my boyfriend called me to say he was in the pub, we was both arguing as usawel so i ignored him and said i was going home (knowing full well i wasn't)
it got to about 9Oclock and me and the girlies was getting a bit bored.
So we moved onto another pub, then we moved to a club.
it ended up been a hell for leather pub and club crawl!
Then something Terrible happend!
we whent in the same club as my boyfriend! he was there about 5 yards in front of us and he didnt even notice me!
the girls said we'd best leave, but we stayed there and i kept an eye on him.
i was abit worried to be honest as the whole 7 months we have been togther he has never been round town, but i watched him and he was really good just having a laugh with the lads.
so i learned one thing, that i can always trust him!
it got to 4am and i decided i needed to go home as i live about 35 miles away fom Hull..
so i roderd and paid for a taxi home, it was £50! :O
So yeah, it was a good night but i wish i never drank so much as now i have got a banging hangover and i need to get ready to go see my boyfriend who thinks i'm coming down with a common cold! (i had to think of something!)
Happy Blogging Guys!

Those Days Are Over..

So then, i was wondering around Hull town centre in all the cheap make up stores and i walked past the Disney shop, i just had to have a look in, it would be rude not to!...
I was looking at all the cute little Cinderella costumes etc and i started thinking about the days when i was young, when i could walk around dresses up and nobody cared, yet if i did that now I'd probably get arrested and be mentally sectioned.
Then it hit me, i'm 16 ive grew up and i'm getting old!
Before i left the store i just had to look at the Toy Story section as yes, i am a magureeeeee fan!
i ended up buying a framed photo, some pocket rubbers and also a bag!




I could actually sit and watch Toy Story all day!
Well today is going to be fun, NOT!
got my room to clean, washing to do, why cant every house come with a maid?!
suppose i best get cleaning!

Happy Blogging Guys!